Wednesday, August 27, 2008

How can I forget her?

She is not my first lover, however, I am still thinking of her. There are lots of my friends said to me she is not beautiful and suitable to me. It is hard to refuse their ideas about her.

Sometimes, I feel she is not good neither. By the same token, I think she has a something special that I like very much. I got in mind " I love the one who I love, not love the one who I don't love". My mind and sould are always with her. She , in turn, never thinks about me. To be honest, I did two serious mistakes again and again. Furthermore, each time she gave me a time to resume talking, I liked to prolonge the time. This is a kind of carrot and stick. In reality, I can't blame her . I try to use the soft and gentle way to deal with her many time, but it is useless. So I made a very strong decision at the moment to quit , start something new.

Going out with friends, don't recalling her name or talking about her, is the best way to forget her. Being happy, looking the bright side and always think positively. So I believe that I can be refreshed.

Friday, August 22, 2008

Don’t break up our friendship!

This is another story of me; it’s very sad and bitter. Sometimes, I think it is like the joke. I have known many girls. I have too often in mind why girls don’t want to be my sweet one. When I talk about the friendship to relationship, something gets bad to worse.

Only these short answer were responded “I am not good for you, please find another”,” Don’t involve too much, please just be friend”, and “don’t think too much about it, please let the time pave the way for us”.

Do I really have something bad? Or Am I not handsome? Actually, I am not handsome, but gentle and caring. Is it enough for them?

After we broke up two or three years later, they married someone else. Then, we came across and usually had small talks. There are two girls among them came with bitter and sad story about their life after marriage. I am very pity on them too much after learning about their rude and cool family story. How can I help besides keep maintaining our last-long friendship? It’s unthinkable, before blaming on me about it, they confessed to me I am a good guy. I said hey you are right that I am a good boy, but it’s too late and over.

Anyway, I am still a good guy in their eyes and minds and always promise to them that I can do whatever I can do for you. She is reluctant to say we can start it again. oh, come on , why not? Ouch, don’t break up our friendship !

Thursday, August 21, 2008

I just want to be a friend

To have a friend is one of the most wonderful experiences in life. To develop a deeper and deeper understanding of oneself and the world is also very wonderful.

I have known a girl for nearly three years since we give up contacting each other. She is not beautiful, but looks cute. Sometimes, I don't understand why she does not want to talk with me. It's long history to tell. However, I hope some of my brothers know the story very well. It was yesterday and last sunday, I tried to call her , but she did not pick up my calls. I felt very disappointed and embarrassed about it. I recalls the French proverb said that " Deux sans jamais trois" means " Two never without three".

Otherwise, I am still happy that there are still my brothers and many girlfriends are with me. It's due to them making me happy and have a fun all the time.

So, I personally think I should stop calling her or no longer bother her.

Friday, August 15, 2008

My Land at Andoung Meas, Ratanakiri

It was on 05/07/08 my uncle and I went to jungle, Andoung Meas district, behind my land in order to measure our length and wide. The water is cool, very clear and clean. We spent nearly two hours walking throught the forest and along the stream with other seven men behind us. We are exhausted , but happy. Of course, I really love the nature very much. Indeed, I am fond of travelling in the jungle, because it is calm and very quiet .

I was checking my GPS to measure the distances.

It's my first time to walking in the forest. Of course, it's really tired and too danger. However, I feel happy and proud of it.

We were taking a short break after waving the water nearly two kilometers.


It takes only nearly three months our plant grow very quickly.

So cool.........!!!!!!!! It's unbelievable !!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is our land covering 33 hectares with 5 owners who are keen on agriculture sectors. At the present, we have been transforming it to multi-agro-industries plantation. We have already planted cassava approxiamately 10 hectares along with other vegetables, fruits, and rice up to now. In addition, we have also raised domestic animals.

This photo was taken from Google Earth.

This map shows the area of Andoung Meas district, Ratanakiri province with Se San river.

Ratanakiri province is very good for investment in agro-industry and tourism sector. We strongly hope that in the near future Ratanakiri will become a potential economic zone.